It Is All about What Makes You Happy

I’ve been into fangirling since I was an elementary kid. The Backstreet Boys awakened this thing inside me. It’s old, I know, but they were awesome (oh, their latest “Don’t Go Breaking My Heart” is awesome too by the way!). Of course it was firstly about Nick Carter’s hair flip in “Get Down”, “Quit Playing Games”, “Anywhere for You” MVs which were all over MTV. I listened to their first albums daily. It was a cult!

However, before that, I’ve been into Chinese series, like The White Snake Legend, Return of The Condor Heroes, and Chiung Yao’s series.

And then my fangirling experience were simultaneously in between Western and Asian entertainments. Continue reading


My Special Person



我的特别的人 (credit: as tagged by owner)


I’ve been into Ten for a year now. It was exactly this month of last year. It started with a dream. And, a year later–few days ago–I dreamed about him again. Always with that perfect smile of his. His kind eyes. And I am in love again.

Before that, I missed him so bad. I felt almost empty. No news whatsoever for weeks (even months). But he was just actually there, somewhere in my heart and mind. That is why I dreamed. I unconsciously didn’t want to forget him.

And his recent activity has affirmed something. He is a special person–my special person. Because just by seeing him happy like that, brings tremendous joy to me.

I never meet him (except in dreams). But he is such an important person who can make me happy only by seeing him (or just by the news that he is okay). He is my special kind of happy pill. He is my special sunshine. He heals me.

I’ll always pray for his happiness. That is something I can do to pay him back.

Please smile everyday, Ten. Then I’ll be happy too.


*The title is inspired by Khalil Fong’s 特别的人 (Special Person)

Where Is Ten?

It’s months already… I pray that he is just fine… And most of all, happy. I hope he smile that beautiful smile everyday. I miss him so much 😟😭😇🙏


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Attack on Titan

Few days ago I stumbled upon an episode of Attack on Titan on TV. Well, I heard about it somewhere before. But I was not interested.

And now, I’m hooked! In two days, I have watched up to the latest season 2, including the OVAs. Now I can’t wait for its third season. And I am following its manga version also, have finished reading the latest update. The whole plot keeps me at the edge of my seat!

My favourite character… probably Captain Levi? He’s very cool isn’t he? 😍 😍



Until some months ago, I was struggling with white heads, blackheads, dry skin, cystic acne, dull skin, large pores, you name it. My skin was quite sensitive too. And I knew that my skin badly needed hydration. And I tried to overcome it with Laneige Water Bank line, but it just did not work for me (or maybe it was something to do with the makeup I used at that time, which makes my skin problems even worse?).

And so since few months ago, I started to be more active in searching THE RIGHT combination for me. And I’ve tried several skincare products that do quite amazing job. I know, that every skin is different and not every product does the same wonder to different people, BUT when some bunch of people say that is good, then it is worth trying (samples are great). So I also wish to thank some bloggers who dedicate themselves and their time into testifying the products. Continue reading

Bias Clash

So, apparently SUM Restaurant (or is it Cafe?) owned by SM put up a Christmas Tree somewhere and here’s what I saw…

The tree was made of SM artists names and drawings (credit: NCT_TY71)

So I searched for my two biases… And there they were:

Sitting beside each other! LOL 😂

Okay, just figuratively, but nonetheless this made my morning. It’s a wonderful (fangirling) world 🎶🎶 lalalalala… 🎶🎶

*Another unimportant snippet: Seohyun is wearing that #11 Oh! costume, so it’s 10 and 11 side by side! Kkkk… I’m so lame, I know 😂😅😫

Smile, Smile!

Been several days I watch this video to start my day. And I think this’ll be my habit for long.

His smile is contagious and that is a good thing to start a day. It is gonna be a good day ahead 😁😊😆☺😄😀😉👦👧🙆😸

(Video credit: sentimental fly @youtube, a good video indeed. Thank you *hug*)

The Ten Omen?

So this is quite an embarrassingbutnotreally dream I had last night. I dreamed Ten. The Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul. Sigh… I mean I like him eversince Hit The Stage, but I don’t want to like him as a biased-stanning-hardcore teenage fangirl–I am a 30-something for goodness so you know my point. And I’m gonna spazz him like there’s no tomorrow! Ashdjfbsudjdbeksbsjsisgaffatrrahshayauq!!!

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Foundation, BB, CC, Cushion: The Journey of Finding The One

I’m not sure if I’ve found the one, but here’s the list of what I’ve used so far:

  • The Faceshop Oil Free BB Cream
  • The Faceshop FACE it Aura CC Cream
  • The Faceshop Cushion Screen Cell
  • Laneige Water Supreme Foundation
  • Laneige Water Base CC Cream
  • Laneige BB Cushion Pore Control
  • Laneige BB Cushion Whitening

I hope the last one is the answer though. But I still need some time to check it on my skin before saying “this is the one”. Pray for me my skin 😇