I craved some Americano this afternoon. So there I went and bought. Hell now I can’t even sleep a wink and it’s 3 am already here 😭

I know that I just can’t with caffeine. And now I regret it.

I plan to go to the gym tomorrow. But now, I don’t think so 😫😬


Where Is Ten?

It’s months already… I pray that he is just fine… And most of all, happy. I hope he smile that beautiful smile everyday. I miss him so muchΒ πŸ˜ŸπŸ˜­πŸ˜‡πŸ™


credit: as tagged/owner

“Love Is Ever-present”

Recently stumbled upon this song on my playlist. I love the lyrics so much. It’s bittersweet.


“Love Is Ever-present”


After grocery shopping, they cook dinner together

For her, he gets home as quick as possible

Love is ever-present, but when one is seeking for it, it appears nowhere to be found


On the tiny balcony, she takes away the withered bonsai plant

He faces the beer mug, waiting for the next download

Love is ever-present, but then again, so is sadness


Love is…

On the streets, in the little alley ways, in the sea of people

But who would love to be stranded on a tiny island, never to leave?

When love isn’t meant to be, that can’t be the only time to love

It doesn’t matter where one is, love is always there


My love is present as the sunset hits your fringe

Your love is present as you’re tying my neck tie in the mornings

We all want love but rarely end up having it

Hard to understand, we can only hope for it

Love is ever-present


That is love, in retrospect, I’ve realized that this is love

Whether it is crying, or smiling, it all has to do with love

It matters not if it’s good or bad


The snowflake always yearns to see the cherry blossoms bloom

Liang Shan Bo let down Zhu Ying Tai*

No matter when or where, there is always sadness everywhere


Love is…

Under the sun’s shining rays, under the warm candlelight, every speck of dust

Who would love to sit in the dark, never to stray into the light?

When love isn’t meant to be, that can’t be the only time to love

It doesn’t matter where one is, love is always there


The breeze relies on the branches to dance

The seeds depend on the soil to break loose

Love is in all the world’s wonders

Even if the eye cannot see it, love is still there, exceeding one’s expectations


My girl, come over quick

Love is anticipating (love is there, love is there)

Love is ever-present

Our love is ever-present


My love is present when I’m downstairs looking for your door

Your love is present when you’re leaning on my back

We want love, yet always end up separating

Hard to comprehend, we can only hope for it

Love is ever-present


*something like a Chinese Romeo and Juliet

ζ„›εœ¨ (Ai Zai/Love Is Ever-present)

By: Khalil Fong

Translation credit:Β jpopasia andΒ


Bias Clash

So, apparently SUM Restaurant (or is it Cafe?) owned by SM put up a Christmas Tree somewhere and here’s what I saw…

The tree was made of SM artists names and drawings (credit: NCT_TY71)

So I searched for my two biases… And there they were:

Sitting beside each other! LOL πŸ˜‚

Okay, just figuratively, but nonetheless this made my morning. It’s a wonderful (fangirling) world 🎢🎢 lalalalala… 🎢🎢

*Another unimportant snippet: Seohyun is wearing that #11 Oh! costume, so it’s 10 and 11 side by side! Kkkk… I’m so lame, I know πŸ˜‚πŸ˜…πŸ˜«

Smile, Smile!

Been several days I watch this video to start my day. And I think this’ll be my habit for long.

His smile is contagious and that is a good thing to start a day. It is gonna be a good day ahead πŸ˜πŸ˜ŠπŸ˜†β˜ΊπŸ˜„πŸ˜€πŸ˜‰πŸ‘¦πŸ‘§πŸ™†πŸ˜Έ

(Video credit: sentimental fly @youtube, a good video indeed. Thank you *hug*)

The Sims vs Real Life

I’m addicted to The Sims: Freeplay nowadays… Ugh, why do I become a game-addict? 😣

Maybe because life is getting more serious day by day? It is fulfilling to tackle task by task in the game, while some real-life tasks are just too messed-up I can’t even know how to start.

Have a good night, dear Void… 😚

Step Back

When I face a problem which is hard and it feels I can’t take it anymore, here’s what I do:
Take a deep breath. Take a “step back”, figuratively of course.

Taking a “step back” for me means seeing the problem with another perspective: the third party’s perspective. How people who don’t directly involve in the problem see it.

Then I can see the problem differently and clearly. Sometimes it is just not as big as what I thought it was. And many times, the problem solving is the next thing you can see.

People may have different approach towards problem. And this one is just a method I use and would like to share to the void! So, good day, dear void! πŸ™‚