Bruise

Yell

Throw

Grab

Push

Pin

Threaten

Intimidate

So this is his dark side

Was it my fault too?

But isn’t it still an abuse if it goes physical?

I don’t even know who should I talk to

Did I even go that bad that I deserve this?

Never knew how short his temper was

Always thought he was someone with compassion and patience

The dark side

Even people won’t believe it if I tell them

Maybe I triggered that darkness

He’s sleeping, as if nothing happened

And I’m not even scared

I’m not even sad

I am just upset that I could not hit him in the face, right in the face, at that moment

My dark side appears too

He hates me

Will he choke me when I’m asleep?

I don’t think I deserve this

Maybe I’ll forgive

Maybe I’ll forget

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